gadis ayu sila bersimpuh
dimuka serambi merenung jauh
terguris hati bilakan sembuh
sebak bertangis airnya keruh
serambi jati lapangnya luas
hamparan cantik tikar mengkuang
rindu berkasih belumnya puas
dilanda badai datang menghalang
jauh ditenung kaki langit
sawah terbentang padi menguning
jiwa hampa terasa perit
tak siapa tahu ribut berpusing
ditepi sawah pohon melambai
dihembus angin sepoi bahasa
jiwa yang resah dihempas badai
sakitnya kebas tidak rasa
terselak rambut gadis jelita
disentuh angin datang menyapa
kalau takdir cinta gelita
biar selama berparut tak mengapa
Friday, December 26, 2008
love & hate
A friend of mine make a remark to another friend, he said "...bro you are a kind of guy that a girl knows that you are naughty but they still want you...". Interesting hah..!
I kinda agree with him. I meet a few guys that seem to be like that. But, the question is; is that wrong? Is that wrong for a guy to be naughty? Or is that wrong for a girls to like a naughty boy? If u ask me, i don't know the answer.
I think what every guy want to be that naughty boy. I am not sure whether a girl want to that girl. Anyway i have always seen it happening. A sweet nice beautiful girl fall to the hand of a naughty boy. May be because in every sweet nice girl there is a need to adventure. Which only naughty boy can feed that needs.
Sweet girl want to maintain sweet, so they have the naughty boy to blame when something is wrong. She will be the victim and naughty boy is the natural valiant. May be i am wrong, but i might be right in most cases.
Well i don't deny there are also good boy that fall for naughty girl. In this world we always use each other. Like it or not that how the way it is.
So is it a good match sweet girl and naughty boy? Most people don't agree. I am bias to that too. Nevertheless, there can be perfect. It depend on one level of tolerant and values.
I kinda agree with him. I meet a few guys that seem to be like that. But, the question is; is that wrong? Is that wrong for a guy to be naughty? Or is that wrong for a girls to like a naughty boy? If u ask me, i don't know the answer.
I think what every guy want to be that naughty boy. I am not sure whether a girl want to that girl. Anyway i have always seen it happening. A sweet nice beautiful girl fall to the hand of a naughty boy. May be because in every sweet nice girl there is a need to adventure. Which only naughty boy can feed that needs.
Sweet girl want to maintain sweet, so they have the naughty boy to blame when something is wrong. She will be the victim and naughty boy is the natural valiant. May be i am wrong, but i might be right in most cases.
Well i don't deny there are also good boy that fall for naughty girl. In this world we always use each other. Like it or not that how the way it is.
So is it a good match sweet girl and naughty boy? Most people don't agree. I am bias to that too. Nevertheless, there can be perfect. It depend on one level of tolerant and values.
happy ending
"Happy ending" is that real. Or its just happen in movie. A friend ask me about it. I say that is very hard to say because it depending on how u view life. The happiness it self is very relative. It never constant. It changes as your needs and your wants progress trough time. When u six years old a bowl of candies make your day bright with big smile. As you grow older the same thing may mean different to you. Specially when you are a diabetic.
So does it exist. I say yes, but it depend when it end. If your life end while u in the high of your happiness, then it is happy ending to you.
So does it exist. I say yes, but it depend when it end. If your life end while u in the high of your happiness, then it is happy ending to you.
Wednesday, December 24, 2008
mula 1
bermula kekok...tak pandai
tak selesa...langkah canggung
tak bertari...irama gundah
nak bertanya...siapa?
tak kenal seorang
malu tersipu...takut berlanggar bahu
tak mahu mengundang sengketa
bermula...kena berani
biar bertempat...sopan cara
tak terpanas...takut terbakar
tak tersejuk...takut tak sedar
biar sedang-sedang
Kalau tak bermula
tak berlaku...tak tahu
tak selesa...langkah canggung
tak bertari...irama gundah
nak bertanya...siapa?
tak kenal seorang
malu tersipu...takut berlanggar bahu
tak mahu mengundang sengketa
bermula...kena berani
biar bertempat...sopan cara
tak terpanas...takut terbakar
tak tersejuk...takut tak sedar
biar sedang-sedang
Kalau tak bermula
tak berlaku...tak tahu
mula
Hmmmm....i m not much of a writer. My fingers easily got tired fast. People said i should write. They said i have lots of idea and i have talent. I like to believe that. So i created this blog. Now trying to put some of crazy tought into writing.
Crazy thought...hmmm. That is easy...but what hard for me is to is to spell it correctly. Many time people misunderstood me because of my spelling error...ha haa..i think i made that already...i am trying to make it right the first time...hope i will improve.
Well...now i have so many things to write about. That can be an advantage, but it also can be the enemy. Because, many time in my life when i face with many choice, i end up with not choosing at all. Sad ha.
Let see...may be a bit about me. I am the only child in the family. I like to believe that. Well a have a step brother from my mum previous marriage. He never live with us. It always been mum, dad and me. Hay don't get me wrong. I love him...very much. I always wish he is the big brother that i always want. Even it the other way round...its okay... i still love him. Very much.
Only child sound so lonely ha...but not for me. Even i say its always mum, dad and me..that is just my family formal structure. I am always surrounded by lot of other people. They are my uncles, unties, friends and other family members. I grew up always away from my parents. Growing up i always got sick. My grands took care of me. I with them on and off. When i am well i will return to my parents.
Primary school time i stayed with my grands at the village. The people at the place i stayed believe that if you stay at village, you have a better chance to go to better school. At least that what they told me to believe. I wonder what happen good exam result..he hee. I think its the combination of both. I believe other wise, i believe i stayed at my grand place because they want to pull me away from my dad. Hmm...that another story to tell ya.. Let see about that. Before you get all excited let tell you, my dad is normal average daddy and a very good man. May his way of showing his love is a bit extreme...he hee. Anyway i grow up well and we love each other beyond all.
True enough, me staying at my grands make me end up in a good boarding school. Actually it is the best school in the whole world. That what they said in my alumni best school chart..ha haa... I was there for five wonderful years before university. It is where i a firm many of life foundation. Where i value family, friendship, leadership, respect, trust, teamwork, individualistic, gangship, bullyship and many other "ship"...You know what i mean. May be i will share story about that later ya...
By the way...why i am tell all this. That is the reason i have this blog. I have it because i want share my ideas not my life story. May be there is some connection to it, but let focus to the objective.
I am quite a philosophical person. I like to use analogy in explaining thing. Most of the time it help, but there are also number of time others get confuse.
I love to talk about life, specially love, conflicts, people and the surrounding. I always use short sentences. I hope it bring meaning to you when you read it. If not just forget it because i do write rubbish a lot to...he hee...
I don't know whether to say "enjoy!!!", because it can be disturbing to. What ever it is, it up to your feeling and thought about what you read. So...what ever...
Now...with a crack of a bottle of champagne...Buluhlentur is open....
mmm...still don't know is that the right way to make an opening...o
Crazy thought...hmmm. That is easy...but what hard for me is to is to spell it correctly. Many time people misunderstood me because of my spelling error...ha haa..i think i made that already...i am trying to make it right the first time...hope i will improve.
Well...now i have so many things to write about. That can be an advantage, but it also can be the enemy. Because, many time in my life when i face with many choice, i end up with not choosing at all. Sad ha.
Let see...may be a bit about me. I am the only child in the family. I like to believe that. Well a have a step brother from my mum previous marriage. He never live with us. It always been mum, dad and me. Hay don't get me wrong. I love him...very much. I always wish he is the big brother that i always want. Even it the other way round...its okay... i still love him. Very much.
Only child sound so lonely ha...but not for me. Even i say its always mum, dad and me..that is just my family formal structure. I am always surrounded by lot of other people. They are my uncles, unties, friends and other family members. I grew up always away from my parents. Growing up i always got sick. My grands took care of me. I with them on and off. When i am well i will return to my parents.
Primary school time i stayed with my grands at the village. The people at the place i stayed believe that if you stay at village, you have a better chance to go to better school. At least that what they told me to believe. I wonder what happen good exam result..he hee. I think its the combination of both. I believe other wise, i believe i stayed at my grand place because they want to pull me away from my dad. Hmm...that another story to tell ya.. Let see about that. Before you get all excited let tell you, my dad is normal average daddy and a very good man. May his way of showing his love is a bit extreme...he hee. Anyway i grow up well and we love each other beyond all.
True enough, me staying at my grands make me end up in a good boarding school. Actually it is the best school in the whole world. That what they said in my alumni best school chart..ha haa... I was there for five wonderful years before university. It is where i a firm many of life foundation. Where i value family, friendship, leadership, respect, trust, teamwork, individualistic, gangship, bullyship and many other "ship"...You know what i mean. May be i will share story about that later ya...
By the way...why i am tell all this. That is the reason i have this blog. I have it because i want share my ideas not my life story. May be there is some connection to it, but let focus to the objective.
I am quite a philosophical person. I like to use analogy in explaining thing. Most of the time it help, but there are also number of time others get confuse.
I love to talk about life, specially love, conflicts, people and the surrounding. I always use short sentences. I hope it bring meaning to you when you read it. If not just forget it because i do write rubbish a lot to...he hee...
I don't know whether to say "enjoy!!!", because it can be disturbing to. What ever it is, it up to your feeling and thought about what you read. So...what ever...
Now...with a crack of a bottle of champagne...Buluhlentur is open....
mmm...still don't know is that the right way to make an opening...o
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