mula

Hmmmm....i m not much of a writer. My fingers easily got tired fast. People said i should write. They said i have lots of idea and i have talent. I like to believe that. So i created this blog. Now trying to put some of crazy tought into writing.
Crazy thought...hmmm. That is easy...but what hard for me is to is to spell it correctly. Many time people misunderstood me because of my spelling error...ha haa..i think i made that already...i am trying to make it right the first time...hope i will improve.
Well...now i have so many things to write about. That can be an advantage, but it also can be the enemy. Because, many time in my life when i face with many choice, i end up with not choosing at all. Sad ha.
Let see...may be a bit about me. I am the only child in the family. I like to believe that. Well a have a step brother from my mum previous marriage. He never live with us. It always been mum, dad and me. Hay don't get me wrong. I love him...very much. I always wish he is the big brother that i always want. Even it the other way round...its okay... i still love him. Very much.
Only child sound so lonely ha...but not for me. Even i say its always mum, dad and me..that is just my family formal structure. I am always surrounded by lot of other people. They are my uncles, unties, friends and other family members. I grew up always away from my parents. Growing up i always got sick. My grands took care of me. I with them on and off. When i am well i will return to my parents.
Primary school time i stayed with my grands at the village. The people at the place i stayed believe that if you stay at village, you have a better chance to go to better school. At least that what they told me to believe. I wonder what happen good exam result..he hee. I think its the combination of both. I believe other wise, i believe i stayed at my grand place because they want to pull me away from my dad. Hmm...that another story to tell ya.. Let see about that. Before you get all excited let tell you, my dad is normal average daddy and a very good man. May his way of showing his love is a bit extreme...he hee. Anyway i grow up well and we love each other beyond all.
True enough, me staying at my grands make me end up in a good boarding school. Actually it is the best school in the whole world. That what they said in my alumni best school chart..ha haa... I was there for five wonderful years before university. It is where i a firm many of life foundation. Where i value family, friendship, leadership, respect, trust, teamwork, individualistic, gangship, bullyship and many other "ship"...You know what i mean. May be i will share story about that later ya...
By the way...why i am tell all this. That is the reason i have this blog. I have it because i want share my ideas not my life story. May be there is some connection to it, but let focus to the objective.
I am quite a philosophical person. I like to use analogy in explaining thing. Most of the time it help, but there are also number of time others get confuse.
I love to talk about life, specially love, conflicts, people and the surrounding. I always use short sentences. I hope it bring meaning to you when you read it. If not just forget it because i do write rubbish a lot to...he hee...
I don't know whether to say "enjoy!!!", because it can be disturbing to. What ever it is, it up to your feeling and thought about what you read. So...what ever...
Now...with a crack of a bottle of champagne...Buluhlentur is open....
mmm...still don't know is that the right way to make an opening...o